Say word, blog world….
I wanna apologize for the abrupt stoping of “Lost in Black Thought”, I assure you people it’s not you, it was me! The shit just got to good to me…hell my passion and raw sexual energy got so potent from allowing my self to bare my sexual soul through that story that it has me reading books on Tantra now!
Follow me as I digress…
Most of you have probably never heard of Tantra except for when Finch was talking about it on American Pie 2! Well famo was right, tantra is the shit! With anything new it takes time to adjust and all that good shit, but this teaches you to be more intimate and in tune with yourself sexually and seriously people…everything else just fuucking falls in place! So i’m not gon get all into it and shit, read up on that shit on ur own time and let me know what you think!
back on subject….
So anyway, i just got to know alot about me and mine and dug up some shit that i forgot…lol! Being a writer is some powerful shit when ur good at it! not that I’m saying i am the shit, but i know i’m nice….u feel me, and it’s a great fucking release, for me and my readers. Me. being the writer i get lost in creation and renew my understanding of my creative talent and also the creative process in general which only encourages me! You, as the reader get lost in my story and that journey that we take together gives birth to inspiration.
When I started writing that story all I wanted to do was get my short story thing on, but it starting to feel like masturbating when you’re high. Now the only feeling that can even hold a candle to that (for me at least) was when I had 4 grand that I could trick off, trick off meaning that I didnt have to worry about saving or being able to pay a bill, that 4 grand was mine to piss away. Now you might be saying “S7even, why the hell dosent actual intercourrse with another person feel better than masturbation to you?” Well people, masturbation is the greatest form of self expression, mainly because usually there is no one there but you!!!! Add some equality to the scenario and it’s pookie post rehab working at the Carter sucking the shit out of the crack pipe again….cause aint nothing like it!
After all is said and done, I got some good news and some bad news…bad news first! “Lost in Black Thought” is no more, but….I am writing another joint (short story wise) and it will contain the same characters, but it will be fresh…more info will be soon to come on that, it should be posted within a day or 2. Good news….I am writing a book! I have all the proper support behind me professionally and i am looking forward to getting my novel shit off!
….until i blog again
nailah Said:
on March 16, 2009 at 5:36 am
no more of the thought huh? i enjoyed the ride, that’s for damn sure! you kicked off your short story well…i patiently await your book! “is it art”? lt all is, indeed.